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sorry B!

2012-02-18T05:12:00.000-08:00

today B and i went out for a short while, we had breakfast and had our hair cut, to fulfill me, we went to watch ghost rider. after the show it wasn't really pleasant. sorry, i can say is not my fault but i wish to apologize still. i know you are worried about me, cause today i was badly sick, took 196 with you, how i wish that the bus didn't jerk, so that you won't be awake. and i can accompany you till clementi. told myself after clementi i will go home myself, i can! really can, but who knows, you was awake by the jerking of the bus. i don't want you to accompany me because, church is what you always go, as this is partly what you have to commit in your religion. i have no rights to stop you, because stopping you, will cause conflict with you mum and so as they are that religious minded, but i want more of your accompany, as NS period is soo little. thus i don't mind accompanying you on the long journey bus. sometimes even if that i show that i does not care about what happen around you, this are fakes! act as if i don't care, but i do, like i said you are not the most handsome guy on earth, may not be the perfect one, but i just don't wish that in future or don't know when there is a breakups. B religious thing is that so important. you know i won't convert, your dad and mum is so persistent about it. you promise me you will talk. can we really solve. i just scared that this became a reason that cause us to fall!! i love you, sorry for making you worried! i will be alright! lastly thanks for everything you had done, when i am in my super short hair, or even ugly bangs, you still think that i am cute and still love me so. thank you!

my happy saturday!!!

2012-02-11T06:14:00.000-08:00

this is now my all time favourite biscuits! it is a japan biscuits i suppose!! haha. i bought 4 packets, giving to B one of it!!

anw this is the first time, i spend one whole full Saturday with my dad. a proper one. we went to had our breakfast at KFC and we went NTUC he actually bought the whole essential hair care kit for me! from shampoo to leaving treament. nice of him!!, follow by tea time of some roti prata and dimsum and lastly with mum too for our dinner.

alright this picture above is not being downloaded okie!! i am the one who edited it!! the body of the photos are made up of my fingers!! there is a application for i touch or even i phone which can allow me to play with it!! haha cute right!! one is B and one is me!! share with you all, the reason why he is with the TUTU mouth is because, he often do this when he lost his bicker-ing session to me!! Or to act cute to seek attention!! =))

2012-02-10T06:37:00.000-08:00

boy i miss my oreo milkshake or oreo crush drink, i suppose haha!!.

your letter continue here, B you know sometimes i just don't wish that i am so out going, so fun going, i just wish to be plain, less spoken to others, but not your and a few closer one =) and to be likeable by all. but i know is impossible, like oreo is a all time favourite cookie, but is not likeable by all the kids or humans. of course i don't wish to be just plain, less spoken and likeable, i also wish to be stunning, in a good direction, a good manner. we are human, there is something that definitely we can't reach, can't be. but there is something that we couldn't change, that what has made up of us. what i want to say is B, oreo itself is not stunning enough, therefore it need to be accompanied by a milk to make it more favlourable. you're e milk in my life, because standing alone myself is good but not good enough, i always need you beside me, to blend in my life to make us more outstanding. =)

baby!! =(

2012-01-22T05:53:00.000-08:00

boy i miss cooking with you!!
haha bet we wont do a so sexy cooking like the picture above.
Boy would you be like my dad, that short temper to my mum. be like him, living in his world drinking, having other family members(relatives) like him, who look at people won't have money. sometime i wonder, i prefer my mom's side cousin compare to my dad's side. long story!! cause they dont treat me well as they don't like my mom. sometime i wish i don't have a dad like him. i longer for a sister, a bigger one, who can talk to me. cause there is no one i can turn to! i felt empty during that time. i know it isn't right to put you as almost everything, but i don't want to have nothing. pardon for my empty-ness,which hold you tight. today is just so not good!

this is my fabulous boy!!

2012-01-13T07:17:00.000-08:00

went out with B after work today! to have a short dinner and dessert! haha!!! i treated him astons and he treat me max brenner chocolate bar.. their cookies and creams is very very nice to me.. idk what bout you guys. but their things there are awesome! perhaps you should try it!

okay shall write something for B. he complaints that, there wasn't any real wishes from me to him in this special day!! hey B is 11.11 now.. i miss you! though i does not know whether is this saying really existing. but i do miss you daily! alright!! haha, the person i always ever think of to hug to when i need one during my bad times!! =)

you are a awesome boyfriend. despite you are tired you still pat me to sleep during out journey home in the long bus ride. i usually fall asleep on your shoulders, with you warm arms surrounding it. and when the bus jerk, you often put one hand on my head and one around me to make sure that i am not awake by the jerking of the bus! thank you B. there is always times that i didn't really fell asleep, i bet that you know. but i just do enjoy the way you're protecting me!

B, i don't know how to manage your bad times in a good manner during certain times. but seeing you in your tired mood and moody-ness days, at times i wish that i could make you forget it. but pardon me for not being good enough to cure it, and instead of trying harder, i ignored you and treated as you show me attitude. but you always don't blame me, instead turn around to make me happy during your bad times with my nasty temper! thank you B! although i am not perfect for you, perhaps you are not perfect for me too. but there must be something special that make us being imperfect together, came so far! and it is love, and giving in and more important is trust in between! therefore i really treasure this relationship alot alot!

hey B you know what dad say he wants to sponser me some bucks.. woah!! cool right out of sudden!! haha shall proceed to buy the (ling ling long long) that we saw today in vivo city! haha!!
B tell your B(which is me) that i can overcome learning courrier and master it!! tell me!! =(( your words are always e nicest and encouraging!! nights B!! i love today!! you plus my cookie and cream milkshake is heaven! haha

B will footsteps slow down in this place?

2012-01-11T05:43:00.000-08:00

singaporean are rushing here and there always, being in such a kan chiong environment is so tiring! i want to be in a place where footsteps is able to slow down. that will be like ahhhhh~ so shiok! haha!!
lesser time with B as both of us are working and the shift is like totally different, no constant timing for e both of us. work is still okay, but i am learning on a thing which that i'm as slow as a tortoise in that. but is so damn complicated! i tried my v v v v best le!!
CIAOS!! BYE..
great to have a few really nice friends in there, thought idk how true is that, but well for the time being, let me enjoy this!

a letter of blog entry!! for chu chu chu

2012-01-09T05:08:00.000-08:00

feel like blogging a short electronic letter for you, as i can save the hassle of making a card which i have really no time for it.. dead max after work. haha!
hey boy, i love the way you say this sentence, don't have to buy me gifts so fast as i am sticking with you forever! it really melts my heart okay!! ;P, few days later to 22th month!! hey i am so awaiting to 2 years with you alright. thanks for accepting who i am, with bad days and bad hair cut!! BABY, you're are not fully dressed up without a smile, so you must be max happy with me. alright!! love chu!!...

busy at work is indeed good! but too busy ain't no good!! =(

should i continue my studies?

2012-01-07T23:54:00.000-08:00

happy day with B yesterday!
discussed with parents and B whether should i go for bachelor qualification. both of them supported me to go for it, but i don't know should i take double major cert which is two degree at a time or just one would do. but the double major cert is really attracting me to go for. thus on e other hand i am a lil scared that it will be darn difficult! hmms.. need sometime to think about it.

change a new look for my blog!! =)

is not your words.

2011-12-28T06:11:00.000-08:00

is not your words that hurt me, is your words that give a projection to me that i am not good enough.
at times when you show a disappointed face, and you said you're not, but facial expression can't hide. sorry.

looking towards a better year!

2011-12-27T06:01:00.000-08:00

i hope that 2012 would be really good for me, beside that i also wish that my last few days of 2011 was a nice one too. apart from it, i hope my job down the road would be nice and smooth! lesser parts and parcel! please!. And all of your words i would remember!to whoever out there, i will be a better person! even better than what you expected. this need time, perhaps you can't see it, but definitely i will be

my fabulous boyfriend!

2011-12-18T03:48:00.000-08:00

finally it is peace!. we ain't quarreling like last week anymore. baby though i know none of us like it, but quarrel can't be prevented! haha!! sometimes you do need sparks to trigger it! well actually i want to thank you, thank you for loving me, thank you for doting on me this much, thank you for letting me to feel how is like being hug by someone tightly from the back and much more. you ain't perfect, but who cares. i ain't perfect too. baby sorry that i was too lil minded, to give up that easy in work, i know you doesn't like me to work there too, but you just want my time to pass happily am i right? i do whatever i can, to make myself happy, bad days won't always shine on me. i hope so luh! haha. =) and i love chuu..!!

i am just lost in the middle of the road. let me rest my eyes

2011-12-11T04:18:00.000-08:00

am i strong enough to take all kind of the disaster which is up coming, or had come. do you know, actually i am not strong enough. i don't know what should i do. telling you that i am a good girlfriends, is because that i want to be e best of all, though i know i am not. i build you a home in my heart to keep disaster away. but i failed to do it. you sandwich in between your mum and me, or maybe your family am me. is it that i am too young an ignorance to settle or to take things. if it is really my fault i wish, and i would rethink of what should i do and think. you make my smiles, my day, but you was also can be the one who took it away. yes i am much affected by everything of you. did i played a good role of what a girlfriend should do, did i? i don't know what is good, what is enough and what is everything, cause i am just not enough in everything. i hate arguments with you, also it is part and parcel of what a relationship should occurs. but why is it always over the same small things, or even stupid things, just that both of us deserve the rights. sometimes i really feel tired recently, i told you before, recently i am not happy being with you. out of one week the days that we were happy were lesser than the days we are unhappy with each other. is not your sickness, is not the gaps in between, just the environment. there is only one you in this world, i got to share, no matter what. but love just make me a lil stingy to do it. but i still manage to do it, although there is times that there is something i am unhappy. but i did share. tell me what is enough, what is good. i can't seems to mingle in with your family. i always feel gaps, do you know. i tried hell hard over it, but it just can't! is it partly because of religious view. i am sure some reason came from there. i told myself to be strong enough to take every single things, no tears, but i broke the promise i made to myself. i can tears while writing this. there is always something in you that i never know, how good you sacrifice, there is always things that i never knew what you done. there is always things that you never knew that it will hurt me. there is always things that you never knew how i sacrifice, there is always things that you don't know what i had done. there is also things that i never know, how hurtful i hurt you. as simple as i want is to be someone perfect to you, which can fits you that add up to perfection. but i am not, i know no one is perfect, i don't wish to be perfect in everyone's eyes, but only in yours, i want to be. but even this i am not perfect enough, if i am, i won't let you to hang in the middle, if i am there won't be this and that. i want a break period, to free from every single thing! i need a shoulder to lie on, to let me scream myself out!

i still love you!

2011-12-08T05:55:00.000-08:00

baby this week is pretty hassle for me, and plus tons of shits. yea i know i didn't play a very good role of a girlfriend this week, but neither you did. you know yea!! haha.. but i still love you. i want to have a stable income because, you can treat me lesser, and i can buy much expensive gifts for you!. i want to spend my own money. i hate my blisters, my stomach cramps and cancel appointments. get well sooooon okay, if not can't go out with me

that sentence in the msn was!

2011-11-30T05:40:00.000-08:00

"i still love you the most among all'

cause, you always save my heart!
you always set me free to let me do the things i want to try, even you could foresee that it is not good or you can't tell. but when ever i come back with a disappointed heart and wish to throw it away, you will be there to give me your greatest hug to tell me, in future i will clear the thorns in your road for you. that melts my heart although i know i will still think about it, but at there point of time i am happy with you around, me in your arms.

you don't scold me whenever i make mistakes, or even make stupid or bad comments to tell me, see i told you. this is not right but you don't listen, but you would always say is alright. next time listen to me=)

for ever single test, despite it is bad or good i always got a reward from you for my hard work that paid or didn't paid off. as you dotes me on every single minutes and time. sometimes i were not asleep on your shoulder, but purposely tilt my head as if it is falling, you never fail to protect my head from falling, even when the bus is shaking or turning, you ensure that i am sound asleep without interference by all this.

will you still do this for long, telling me that i would get a job that i wanted? till i get my un-confident law grades, for every single things down the road?.

hey and i would jealous if i seems not that important than anything else in your vision, eyes, world, ears, smiles .

you know what i always wish that one day my words would make your cry in tears, and feel super touched!

muakcs

2011-11-28T06:21:00.000-08:00

a few pictures of a day with them... i just love them so much!! <3 girlies!!

need to lil time, to adjust my feelings!

2011-11-21T21:55:00.000-08:00

this picture was what kept me going during the exam study period. see the brotherly lover between them. and this told me of how fortunate i am, therefore cannot complain of how difficult study is!. okay business law exam was over yesterday, i think there is something wrong with my eyes! i didn't read the question properly and here it goes, i lost 15 marks for not answering. in order for me to get an A i need to score 75 marks, but there it goes i only left 10 marks to waste, so it is quite impossible for me to get an A! where else if i'm lucky enough i can get a B as the minimum marks for B is 65 adding the part and parcel of my projection marks and so. what happen to me! i did study every thing, but why enter the exam hall, it always my careless mistakes =(
if i could pass, i would be happy as law is a difficult subject, but if i could get a B or even an A i will be much happier! telling myself not to sad over it, is not easy, as you know where the fault lies. but yea there goes another saying it is over, i can't do anything. all i can do, is to reprimand myself for making me not getting what i expect! another test is on thursday!! =) and i am free from diploma!
actually my wish in diploma was at least a 6A's and 2 B's, currently i got 5A's and 1B's. left with this two subjected which will be out on early January! bless me please! god!

shame on me

2011-11-17T05:19:00.000-08:00

work so hard till i came this far, yet i cant' over come the fear in my heart, and i thought of giving up!! last two test for my diploma cert, i am feeling so awful! bitter, tell me what to do!! i am running out of confident! cause i am afraid to fall afraid i could score and even more afraid the effort will gone to a wate!

baby i need you =(

what kind of baby B and me is!

2011-11-14T05:56:00.000-08:00

which baby are you?!

mine
DECEMBER BABY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking
person possible... better than all of these other
months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive
in everything. Active in games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to,
though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision,
yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by
kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of
ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best.
Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to
joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone
always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding.
Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of
person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
colds. loves music.

baby's

APRIL BABY
Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous.
Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and
sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does
work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.
Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good
memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look
for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or
make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and
others. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and
travelling. Systematic. hot but has brains. If you
repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that's caught your eye
will introduce themselves and you will realize that
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

help me!!

2011-11-13T05:11:00.000-08:00

i hate meeee!!! ahhh.... demoralize!!! i got not confident confident confident! save meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! i scared to fail just too scared! so scared! =((((( i try my every best, i tried tried tried!

i put in what i can for this last round.

2011-11-08T06:04:00.000-08:00

grant me the wish on passing the last two subjects please! i really did put in effort, but these two subjects just terrified me!. i am real scared, really...scared! saying that you are okay is much easier that, being okay. i feel the tense from head to toe! awww! life is just so suck=( my last 2 paper please be well. i'm not paranoid, just because i know is not that easy to be done, compare to the others!

P.S. baby give me your support like how you gave me when i can't enter poly, and my mood got screw up that badly! i need it once more, cause i am feeling the aura! =/

specifically for you!

2011-11-06T06:20:00.000-08:00

i was trying so hard to get my mickey ring into this pic!
out third party!! hor baby!

okay basically this two picture are overdue pic! which i didn't poll on blog! alright but this is not e main thing of today post! and be mentally prepared it will be slightly a long one! haha so get a cup of drink.

baby this post is for you, a surprise!

today we had a lil argument, i bet is normal for couples to have a tiff during relationship. but even before this things happen today, this post was up in my mind like a few days ago.

baby starting i ever have the thought of we are drifting apart, we no longer love each other be like silly as innocent as last time. and even had the thought of breaking up or we are not meant for each other. but always this thought arises i began to think a lot. truckloads. i ask myself, if i were be able to let you go without my heart ache-ing, if i can't please don't do so. if not i will be tearing myself apart. and then i told myself, things can't always remain the same, we will change, we will grow, good ones may left, bad ones may come, and whats up coming is a better one. this is life, not always goes in your way. we got to take it, change it, adapt to it, and overcome it. and there gives me the motivation to throw this thought away. i am not afraid to tell people i had a fabulous bf, which you may think that he is not good at all, a normal guys on earth, or whatsoever. But to me he is not, he was my pillar when i am fragile, he was the one who told me i look the prettiest when people laugh that i got a ugly hair cut. he was my encouragement when people demorliase me. he was my boots up to study even better. he was my blanket, when the air-con was cold, he make space for me and make sure i am the best in wherever i am in. he make me laugh, when i am moody, he never scolds me when i was wrong. he love me and protect me like i am the germ on earth. you give me the last cent of earth to buy my favorite sweet. he give me all his favourite stuffs! this was how my fabulous bf like. of cause he is not perfect, but because of his not perfect, make me have a space to squeeze in his life and complete it for him. baby i love you this much, which more than these words could express.

zi-lian!

2011-11-01T02:36:00.001-07:00

as request by B to see photos. cause he miss me! =) ^^ tomorrow on wards got to study le, got study area!

baby i misses misses!

2011-10-30T05:53:00.000-07:00

i miss you!! humps... 2 weeks more endure!

baby i need some sweeties!

2011-10-27T06:49:00.000-07:00

baby i need some sweeties for boost up! my brain is super dead today. i didn't know where my determination came from, i didn't slept well the last night, but able to be awake for LAW from 8-30 to 11 and break and to E-com 1215 - 230. get home drench and have some ruffles. than i start to memorize, but i admit i work it slow today, plus a lil lazy! but i left with two questions for tomorrow, and a read through revision on 1-2 hours on sat. if i am able to complete it by memorizing tomorrow. give me a kiss! your babe is strong today.

sorry nah, i need time to memorize chucks of things, as the 1 week study week is not possible for me to memorize for both subject. my brain not that mighty neither! thus got to start early, forgive me alright. i will take a break if i am tired. trust me! suppport me!! i need some sweeties and a kiss! haha i love you.

people who have determination are the ones who will succeed

change bloglink

2011-10-26T05:00:00.000-07:00

i want some blog privacy, if you mean to found it, be it =).

baby i am not vexed. just hard to cope with it. you know two weeks is short! but two week for me is long =( i need your support, tell me what to do. how to go along with the flow smoothly until 2 weeks end? give me hints? tell me to that i will pass business law and e-com, my effort will paid off! baby all i need is your encouragement now!. =(
sincerely me

endurance level.

2011-10-23T02:20:00.000-07:00

this is just so tiring. if happiness doesn't stay, what's more?

thanks!

2011-10-20T07:06:00.001-07:00

hey friends thanks you!!! great to have you!

just leave me alone

2011-10-19T06:22:00.000-07:00

i just want to be alone. why, can't make things goes easier, to be. i hate it! it soon time to leave. i will forget everything, and left you to be. no quarrel, no comments, no, nothing.

baby i need you!now =(

my smile =)

2011-10-18T06:30:00.000-07:00

i am very peaceful now! just wanted to lead my 4 week of MDIS life peacefully, and that's it! law is extremely difficult, hope friends and myself are able to pass it, even is a just pass i am satisfied!

P.S. baby will your promised happiness come true?

BABY MASTER THIS SKILL!

2011-10-17T06:33:00.001-07:00

realize that he mean that much!

2011-10-15T08:57:00.000-07:00

day out with him! he bought me a heels that i had be eye-ing for that long. thanks you, but according to traditional, i still return him 5 bucks for the shoes. actually any amount would do, but i just return him 5 bucks. bought a plain couple shirt with B. actually not really couple-ty, his plain navy blue T was from uniqo, and mine plain navy blue V cut T was from F21. just coincident? i guess? but he love it!! can see from his face expression. thanks for today, an awesome day! =)

night incident, i know that how much you mean! ILY B

chitchat session!

2011-10-14T07:38:00.001-07:00

heart to heart talk fun uh=)) haha!! happy shopping and chatting=( sad but lina is not here! don't forget out maxi reunion =)) go pub on that day uh!! drink cocktail. =)) june suggested!

2011-10-13T05:55:00.001-07:00

happy 19th month finally can see you tomorrow

happy!

2011-10-11T03:23:00.000-07:00

though flooded with projects, but i just feel so nice today!!!
walk under the drizzle rain alone, is so fun!! i am not emo!
i will be stronger after struggling through the obstacles in my life.
not, forgetting to say,baby i miss you!!

looking forward to life=)

2011-10-10T06:41:00.000-07:00

it was a happening day today. and let me learn more about, how should i deal with my own life. thought, feelings came, and it make me think. why say you can't do it, when you did not try. why give up your hope, when you have not even try. friends who are nice and good, are kept in a place of my hear. friends who are mean and bad, are kept no where of my body. cause i won't hate, dislike or what so ever. just keep a distance away from you. because if i hate, dislike or do repaying some back to you. i make no difference from you. telling myself not to be scared of business law, as i can do it,i am able to pull through with a minimum a pass grade. =)

baby, my smile will be the prettiest when i am with you!

he is asleep!

2011-10-08T22:35:00.000-07:00

his face of sleeping!! haha!! he is asleep now, because he work in the night shit yesterday in NPCO. edited photo! hope it is nice!! =)
P.S. *whisper* B i love you!

24 hours with you is just so not enough!

2011-10-08T05:32:00.000-07:00

a lil sad, seeing you left for work! anyway, jia you alright! school is opening on monday! which is one more day! a lil scared and happy, due to LAW is a difficult module and happy due to it is my last two module and i am grad! haha!! baby support me!! =( . i am awaiting for next sat!! 19th month! though is celebrated belated! but is alright =)))

P.S - in his police dry fit! seems like i suit to be a civil person for than him!! hahaha you lost! baby!

i just love them!

2011-10-05T06:58:00.000-07:00

i just love this bunch of girls this much!!! there are always there!! thanks girls, shall meet up soon alright?! and happy shopping spreee today!! when is the next one! hahaha

holidays!

2011-10-03T06:23:00.000-07:00

when holi is here!! pool, shop, eat, play!

love you!

2011-10-01T08:38:00.000-07:00

baby get well soon! is alright for today!

juneeeeeeeee~~

2011-09-30T07:33:00.000-07:00

a day out with her is fun fun fun!! haha!! crap shit, i will grow fat with you sia seriously!! silly girl!! i love you! best day ever, but sai day for us about that part!! teach us to reject things in future.

B, see this.

2011-09-27T01:03:00.000-07:00

B, the hello kitty pancake is cute right. if i got it in front of me with you now, chocolate will be mine, cause i don't eat strawberry flavor. =)

hey boy, actually what i really wanted to tell you was, i miss you much today. just today was extremely much than other days.

saving my heart!

2011-09-22T02:50:00.000-07:00

may i should learn how to save my heart! hmms.. from the "evils" i guess!!

baby i miss you!

2011-09-20T06:02:00.000-07:00

i am wishing for you now!
baby advice me =( whenever i saw people studying so hard for test when i am resting, i feel sad!! and i feel that i am lazy!! =( humps how!!!!! tell me, tell me!! sad die me!! my cut finger still very pain!!

=)!

2011-09-19T02:07:00.001-07:00

always towards you B!

B~ i love you!

2011-09-17T21:20:00.000-07:00

spend a nice day with B on saturday!! i cooked sramble egg for him! i first attempt, which i learn the recipe from somewhat else where.!! he said "like mac breakfast scramble egg" so does it means that i am talented!! haha!! hey i cook quite a number and times of food for you!! where's mine!!?!?! huh huh huh!! naughty ass!! i helped you to burn calories yst!! laughing non stop!! cool huh!!
PS. B- i love you, being with you was always great!!

=))

2011-09-10T06:42:00.000-07:00

love my boost!!

had a fun day with baby!! =)) went for lunch at pasta mania, catch a show crazy,stupid, love while having my boost!! both of us got crush B chose mango tanggo, i chose berries crush. it was nice =) you guys can try it! before he went home i cried!! mix feelings tough! i am alright now!! anyway baby, mummy found a doctor that can cure my sickness completely le =)

baby's POC!!

2011-09-09T08:14:00.003-07:00

WE GONE THROUGH IT =) i love you!! thanks for your 2 presents today!! =))

baby's POC!!

2011-09-09T08:14:00.001-07:00

WE GONE THROUGH IT =)

lalala!

2011-09-06T05:36:00.001-07:00

feels so useful of me today. do something which i planned for myself!!!
hey me, rocks to be me!! haha! text qianing all day long!! even longer than lil brat =/

small little shopping spree!

2011-09-05T01:21:00.001-07:00

one small little test down! today i went to bugis street alone to shop =) bought a shirt for baby, mum and myself! though is nothing expensive, but is the thoughts that count alright! hope you guys like it!!

BOOST WITH BABY! AWESOME

2011-09-02T05:42:00.000-07:00

i like this photo, but a little bit like chao ah lian!! =((

like this photo too! but baby say got people extra behind

finally the last photo is a decent me!! alright! today had a long lesson in school, cause dear karen skipped school again! baby fetch me after school!! =)) haha!! tried boost with baby, ordered berries crushed, hey it is extremely nice! you guys should try boost!! it is at vivo city!! baby remember my KOI tomorrow! and accompany me to study! alright!?!?! i had change your FB dp as you told so =)) baby will...will...will anot?!?!

september, september, september!

2011-08-31T19:43:00.000-07:00

IT'S SEPTEMBER!

hell ya! it's September out there =) another month had passed. times flew isn't it! soon to my test and exam!! student life =)! awesome being carefree, but not stress free over test! haha! anw, yesterday night my mood was totally shit! i didn't really slept throughout the night. perhaps got soo much stuffs in my brain, that i got arrange it! oh well, i am done with it! accepting the facts for who is real and who is not. gladly to say that my hair is finally growing, after the period of short hair. i am a itchy minded, been always tempted to cut my hair, after it there i go to be regretted! haha. sucks to be me! and finally i am growing back my natural hair! alright CIAO~ got to prepare for school!

you biggest SM on earth!

2011-08-31T05:16:00.000-07:00

boy is still in his holidays! shiok him! i am not as good as him, i had school today. nothing much to talk about as it was pretty okay! i bought a super big stripe bag from bugis! as i THINK i need a BIG bag! haha =) hey hey, thanks for accompanying me for breakfast today and send me to school! loves alright. packing my mood up, gonna be a cheerful girl, from today on wards! =D pack up my mind and off i go! every day i shall learn something, but something ain't gonna change, speak little at times! haha

our footsteps~

2011-08-30T05:38:00.000-07:00

hey today i shall write something about more me to you. alright, you been asking why would i be asking you the same old question all over and over again, " what will trigger you so much, to let off this relationship yes?" alright i tell you why i kept asking once, twice and again during certain period. that is when i am afraid of loosing you, so i want to know did those few things you said that will trigger you during the past, still same till now. so i can avoid those reasonable and unwanted troubles and as to keep this relationship going on.

answer your another question. why am i always sounds a little moody and disappointed at times. overall i am still a girl, i have my attitudes and hopes. sometimes getting a little disappointed is those words you use. i don't know if that is kidding or not, but during that period of times i just turn me down. example like " what to do my gf is like this, what more to ask for." tell me, who can know you exactly mean that " i fell in love with you, even it is not my ideal gf, but i still fall for and contented." who the hell will know you mean this way if you don't talk in a more proper way! of cause will sounds disappointed luh! moody- hey, imagine luh, sometimes your "joking" words is so blunt luh! wahlao, seriously that will sad max and i will be angry uh! who won't be moody lei!?!?!

sometimes tagging you along to your friends outing is what i am more than willing to do if you ask me so. as i know what kind of things can make your day, your smile when you're with them and i am able to catch up the footsteps that i am lagging behind,and getting close with your friends (as now i am quite close to them) is not sort of that i want to tied up your freedom. but i can join and make you more comfortable with me around with them. you wish that i could join you at times, previously i would reject you because is awkward going out with a bunch of unknown people. but now is alright.

another answer, gaming?!? i asked myself i had giving you more than enough time for games or even personal stuffs. you complaint that i love to nudge you when you're gaming, and make you died! but for your whole entire life in gaming when i am with you, hello, i only nudge you 3 times! and you complained!?!?! since when i don't allow you to play, even you love to play up till midnight and i am tired, i didn't even asked for you for more accompany. i let you go. is this not enough or what do you expect more?!?! sometimes when you replied slow, i ask you gaming uh, is not that i am angry, i just that if you're gaming at least tell me, i won't be at there waiting stupidly.

lastly, boy i love you, no matter what i had never ever got angry with you for more than an hour! i am always that easy to talk to, you can asked yourself. even when i am angry or moody or even unhappy, i don't really ignored you! i still replied you, care and so or even take up your tons and thousand excuses. isn't it? you got to understand, in every relationship a girls will get jealous, moody, unhappy, or even sad and disappointed. no matter how easy am i to talk to i still will get jealous over when you said other girls is prettier, unhappy when you did something wrongs and give excuses, or even worst put things that is not important before me when i need you , moody when you said blunt words or do wrong things, sad when you said that i am short, frog leg and so... you got to know me. telling you all this is not that i am angry now, but wanting to tell something before this kept going on. alright!

kite day!

2011-08-29T08:42:00.000-07:00

had a fun day with baby today! thought ending i was quite moody, but than i am not moody with you. really! went what he accompanied me from breakfast till dinner today! finally a real whole day=)) breakfast we had peanut butter bread!! i made it alright, with milo!! sweet of me huh!! =)) okay skip the food part. he accompany me to studied, but that i didn't really study properly today. i don't know how much get into my head, i assume that there is one or a few got in! went to marina barrage with his clique, smart him, he flew the kite high high high! took quite a number of photos and polariod, i swear that is cool man! alright ciaos~

days without you is really tough!

2011-08-28T04:45:00.002-07:00

yes.. baby anything would do as long as it is with you! baby actually this few days i am scared. after recovery, i fear that it will come back again! really scared! i will do it, no raw food, no cold water in the early morning and late night. is this really what i got to do to prevent if from happening again!?!? or there is still more! =(... i am scared, and the days without you! yes i am fragile at times, certain situation! loves!

2011-08-28T04:45:00.000-07:00

i learned my lesson!

2011-08-27T07:26:00.000-07:00

it's been long since i tied up my hair to take pictures! i never did that since ITE life was over, as in the past i find it was very troublesome to do that! but today i did that, cause baby say since long since i last saw you tied up you hair! so took 2 pictures of it. ugly or not, i don't dare to comment! haha!! okay, finally i am here to blog! it's been hell for me since the past few days. briefly describe the situation to you guys. i will throw up whatever i ate in the past few days, ate and throw, ate and throw. till mummy brought me to the hospital for 2 bottles of drippings and injection, blood testing and so! finally now i am starting to regain back my health! my long wanted wished, when i was sicked! now i learn my lesson, not to take raw food and lesser cold drinks for me, more plain water as doctor diagnosed it was food poisoning. and my gastric and body is rejecting whatever food i am gonna take it! but hell finally i am out of that! thanks god! seriously i cried daily when i was in that situation without bf, sometimes even without parents. i face it all alone, till mummy send me to hospital! i learned my lesson! and i recover to be a better girl and a stronger girl! but nevertheless i still love you baby and mummy, i know you all got things on during that time and wasn't there for me! thanks for being a 6star bf today!

done with assignment!!

2011-08-22T06:14:00.000-07:00

i almost forget to blog today! just ate my medicine and after blogging, i will be good to lie down on my bed and rest. baby, do you know hoping to see you week after week, was what kept me waiting throughout your NS confinement till POC which is coming soon. days wasn't easy to adapt without you, as there was too much days together with you. finally it shall come to an end real soon =) good me i got my project done, soon to start revision for my test.! HEY!, brat you promise to accompany me to study uh!! don't ever you dare to break your promise! you said before you will support whatever decision and path i took, so do studies!! be a man of your word!! haha I LOVE YOU!! dad and mum rushing me to lie down on bed le!! waiting for your call =)) SEE YOU SOON =( I HOPE~

over the window screen!

2011-08-20T22:18:00.001-07:00

i want to hug you to sleep =((.. i am much better le! hope to see you soon silly botak!

badly sick!

2011-08-20T05:04:00.000-07:00

baby thanks for today! while i am badly sick, you accompany me to the doctor, get me home, pat me to sleep, sit beside me, and wake for me to be awake. small movements i make you will, take a look at me to see if i am alright! thanks for doing all this while you're sick to! morning i was pissed because i thought what happen to you! you did not reply my call. sorry for that too.! boy remember to take your medicine alright. and we shall rest together! hope that you are not participated for the election thingy!! but i still got to prepare for the worst. so yea! and you're one in the million i love! =)

what am i!

2011-08-18T02:18:00.000-07:00

in today lesson, studies what kind of personality people are. so what am i? got the answer, but was a little like, aww i rather to be group into another one. there is good and bad! but so who cares, human can't be always perfect. like what teacher say, no matter how good your personality is, there is still people who dislike you out there. so ya, why care to please people! god darn, yesterday cried, and the stupid MDIS thingy make me loose my sleeping time! and i am super duper tired today! WTH.. open my eyes big can i! today i feel that i am a glutton, my eyes will open big when is food time, you FAT DIE ME alright!! bye =)) brat seeing you tmr! running out of simple clothes to wear!! haha.. schooling in home clothes is bored!

3rd day of school!

2011-08-17T04:55:00.000-07:00

brave me i went to school alone to attend lesson today!.. business statistics, not very difficult but neither too easy to understand! another lesson of it i went through today!! haha! feels happy recently, i don't know why neither! perhaps not to bother about unnecessary things, thus i am able to breathe more! nanana.. brat! 2 days more to go! how are you?!?!? haha =) good to hear that your test is alright, and you're recovering =) haha!! much loves =))) brat i saw something online [Be]lieve [you]rself, be you in order to believe in yourself! =))

baby i am here with you!

2011-08-16T06:04:00.000-07:00

boy i want you this close to me, so that i can hug your sickness away!! i don't like you to feel sick!! =(( be strong, get well alright!!!! put a wet towel over your forehead before you sleep, to release the fever!! missing you =) here i am to update you again! haha... today lesson was fun, the lecturer for both this module was 2 nice gentlemen. espically the organization behavior teacher! he said that don't stress ourselves to study so hard, until he give the examination points than we start to study! good indeed! he said all we got to do is to read throught every day what he taught once, to refresh our memory! =)

i am still a human i do need friends to be around me at times. no matter how ignorance am i, or quiet at times, i still need someone who is accompanying beside me other than my boyfriend!

brat! you want to do some exercise on sat?!?! haha

here you go!! an update post for you!

2011-08-15T05:47:00.000-07:00

admit i took all my pic from tumblr. what ever at least it is a nice picture! first lesson of BUSINESS STATISTICS, not very difficult but not that easy to understand too! first lesson is always okay to newbie like me! but there goes on!! it might not be! whatever it is i still gotta face it, with baby backing me up!! haha lil brat, now i am active on my blog and i post often! cause you told me, in camp blog is either one of the way you can follow up and know how is my day! happy, sad, moody or crazy! and able to know the way to communicate with me over the phone at night!. i am really looking forward to your 8-5 police working days!

i am happy today!

2011-08-14T02:49:00.000-07:00

today i was really in a good mood! i don't know why, but i hope this last! although school is opening tomorrow, but i not so feeling of boredom! haha complete it once, just everything in one time, was what i am looking for and looking forward to it! mummy bought me carlo rino wallet, long wished branded wallet i am looking forward to it!! damn, mummy bought herself 2 carlo rino bag!! jackass man!! haha =) anw mummy and jonathan i love you! you know! of course you don't cause i didn't tell you before hand =))!!! baby awaiting for friday! foodfest again!

lil boy! you rocks!

2011-08-13T08:41:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 1YEAR 5 MONTHS BABY!! I LOVE YOU!

had a fattening breakfast to dinner today!! because of him and it is a special day for us to =) went to ikea for hotdog bun -> just acia -> Manhattan fish market -> TCC... i think that the calories intake today for me had over shot!. rise of the ape planet is extremely nice!!! you guys should watch it, if you had not!!.. poor ape! let the photo tell you more about my day =)

see this cute lil boy digging for his ice cream

forced him to take quite a number of pictures with me, as he said without hair he is ugly! NO, boy you are not! alright =) it goes the same way when people comment about how bad i was, you will always say you're not, i know you more than them. no lie, every single words of mine are true =)

baby you're mine perfect!

2011-07-30T08:06:00.000-07:00

baby to me you're perfect!! i love you alright =) you got to protect me from stress free!!!! test is coming =(

do i have!

2011-07-27T04:53:00.000-07:00

perhaps life need a little more courage to carry on.

breakfast with pidan!! loves

2011-07-23T07:36:00.000-07:00

finally having my breakfast with baby!! he promised me for soo long!! today early in the morning i jump on his bed to wake him up for my breakfast!! he is soo lazy!!! but still manage to wake this stupid head out!

my unglam face drinking ice lemon tea!

at pacific coffee

see this silly cute ass!

my favourite porridge!

my honey comb biscuits!! one for him and me! =))


force him to take a photo nicely!

overall a nice day!! god darn you still owe me treats!! lost me in games you lousy!! i treat your all day long today!!

2011-07-20T04:33:00.000-07:00

study mode going to be ON!

fatty i love you!

2011-07-19T06:15:00.000-07:00

recently i started to call him fei fei!! means fatty. i don't know why just love to call him so!! baby thanks for treating me better!! we are getting happier and happier in this r/s isn't it!! haha loves!! you promised, keep to it uh!! i love you! oh god dam, test is round the corner again! got to tell myself yinghui buck up!!. haha looking forward to test cause after test is holiday!! of cause i hope i do well!!!

fatty i love you!
there was once i heard this sentence, i will naive to believe tomorrow will be a better day! i find it nice! but always tell yourself tomorrow will be a better one!!

ughh!!! pray!~

2011-07-11T22:01:00.000-07:00

Test is arriving again.. Seriously that feeling is suck up. I am darn afraid this time round!swear man!!after dip go work!!! I scared to retake, not the feeling of scared to fall but don't want to waste parents money!!how man seriously FML

we're fine..=) my star!

2011-07-03T06:11:00.000-07:00

=) thanks for today!! we're alright! baby this few days is the best day after those shits! i love you!!.. my dinner nice yea!! and do you remember you promise me lots of time to cook for me!! where is it?!?!?! take care see you on friday!! PS. this photo i had upload before if i am not wrong.

FML... accounting test is one week away!! damn i am still unsure of it!! i don't want to do badly!!! save me!!

2011-07-02T09:45:00.000-07:00

i think everyone will ask yourself this question. i did too. but than i heard a man saying, we are brave enough to enter mdis to study because we choose not to give up. thus i gave myself a hope and opportunity to study again. not giving up can motivate human mindset to do better. failing is nothing to be shame of if you give yourself another chance to do better., but failing and giving up is the worst. in this world people may demoralize your confident and so, but don't let all this overtake you, for sure you will win the race. so bear in mind don't give up, cause we are born perfectly fine. =)

baby i love you for today!!

2011-06-28T23:07:00.000-07:00

ate pasta and meatballs in the afternoon from ikea.. delicious =)) tada!!got to do assignment again!! like a suck up!! seriously i want a treatment for my hair is like so shitty now!!! =((

FUCK THE FAKE SHIT!

2011-06-25T07:18:00.000-07:00

this is gorgeous =). okay the mug mode of projects and test got to start again, this is a student life. it feels so lifeless. studying in MDIS is like a different place, people there are unpredictable, boosters, braggart, and so. there are even people who try to pull you down, and show off how great they are, and you just a peanut. oh well the simplest way is to ignored it. even if i failed, did i studied, or how well i done, is all my business. so what if i failed, you can shed crocodile tears to me? so what if i studied what you gonna say? so what if i pass? all that is not of your business, as i am NOT you. i CAN'T be YOU. i admit i am not a person who is really fierce/bad or whatever it is to the extent to this fuck shits. i don't revenge or take anything to heart seriously. i don't scold people or attitude them when they do something i dislike, as everyone got the choice to do something. i will do my studies happily, stressed up when BF is around me=), complete what is told to be done. by all means you can continued to brag, show off, take shits anything you want. pass with flying colors show off all they way how easy it was, anything up to you!! i'm so not gonna be affected =) alright, but hey you will still be a friend =)))

today will be my most fattening day!! ALL THANKS TO PIDAN~ pi dan pi dan, you feed my like feeding a pig today lei!!.. how? later grow fat uh =( let me maintain at 44kg can anot?? transformers next week!! mark your words!! =))

2011-06-18T06:42:00.000-07:00

this is my favorite picture!! pi dan!!

my school holiday is ending. though is a short one, but well at least i have a week to be free from studies. that should be a good think to feel off. starting a new module real soon, gonna pay attention in class and save money!!. hope i will graduate on time, who wants to repeat?!?! isn't it, neither i want!!. army boy GF, you people should salute to them, for forking out their daily life and time by waiting alright!! waiting is not that fun to do with!!. =)))

hug hug!

2011-06-17T07:50:00.000-07:00

from the day you went in i wish for a hug from you daily!! =)) officially broke, overdraw the limit i allow myself to spend! gotta wait till next week, for allowance. but is not much either, it's been cut down alright! hmms..got to remind both of us! BABY and me, we got to save money alright!!! it better to be slightly rich than nothing! save save save =)) but probably after tomorrow luh =) haha... end my holiday with the last day to spend tml.. loves~

lost.

2011-06-16T07:13:00.000-07:00

just some random thoughts =)

2011-06-12T02:21:00.000-07:00

this picture was a few months back, when the date was started not long ago. i still remember this photo was took at jp fish&co. at first when i just saw this photo i didn't really find it special, so i kept in my computer for months. one fine day when i feel that there is a need for me to change my desktop picture, so i look around and search. i came across this picture, it make me think back to days and months before after today. this relationship was so different as times goes by. things change, of course it does. so do you and i. but how have we change? even i had no answer. but just a feel, feels that if this relationship was as simple, as sweet, as beautiful like last time. during that period, you do anything to make me smile, you don't prob, you don't wish for more, you care, you do anything for me and so. now you don't express that much, when i am silent, you do so. we talk lesser (lesser time perhaps?), we look in different perceptive and so... the only things that did not change is we are still in love and together. it been 1 year 3 months, some times during this period i wish for something like before. but then i want to tell you, during bad times real bad, i wish to give up, but you was the one who make me hold onto it. i tried new stuffs, making you happy and so, just like what you hope. and you tried all your best to please me with what i can. pi dan if this goes on this relationship won't stay. because both of us did somethings which we are trying to please others and not what we are happy doing with. pi dan remember being in this relationship, should make both of us happy because love is in between. hope after this both of us would change for better =) loves pi dan

diploma ain't easy!

2011-06-06T08:18:00.000-07:00

aww today i lost 8 marks due to my careless!! it was fuck up shit!! though i have been consoling myself that it's alright!! but who the hell like the feeling when the know the marks flew!! =(

2011-06-04T21:04:00.001-07:00

exam week!

for you!

2011-05-28T21:31:00.000-07:00

your words over the msn today was making me feel extremely happy!! =))

this is what that makes me smile over the webcam

2011-05-28T21:30:00.000-07:00


can we go somewhere else to have a food feast like we did in genting?

2011-05-28T07:58:00.001-07:00

i am working v hard, but i see nothing

2011-05-26T04:13:00.000-07:00

arghh... i am feeling super low once again. there is so much things to memorize for test. why why why didn't i get into poly, didn't i put in enough effort that time. what about this time round. am i able to pull through. is just only the start of everything yet i am complaining down here. what wrong with me!!

2011-05-25T01:07:00.000-07:00

maybe i was wrong to think that there will be better days.

2011-05-23T06:23:00.000-07:00

baby i know you did this always before getting in ns and in ns. =) i am so demoralized now, you know. i wish i could have your arms and shoulders around me, instead of crying inside my blanket. no fret tears didn't drop, just flooded every corner of my eyes. i always have a insecure feelings, but no ones know. but why you this stupid person (friend) want to expose it out. why? yes from small till now i am always alone, without anyone to be with to rant to when i am angry, without soft toys to hug too when i am sad. neither with a pair of ears to share my happiness with. thought or perhaps i got nothing but i don't need hypocrite. i had of this feelings for the past few years.

2011-05-12T05:44:00.000-07:00

i swear the last photo i didn't edit, it was my new apps for my camera function. anyway that wasn't my main point. i am struggling in my diploma..it was difficult like shit when it came to memorizing stuffs for exams!! my brain just can't do it!! it really sucks to feels so. boy just went in army, confiment. 10days!! it really long. it is only the 3rd day now! =( i need his moral support badly!!

camwhore!!! credits my phone!

2011-05-02T03:46:00.000-07:00

camwhore with baby =))) okay this few days i am like saying FML for tons of time!! but when saw someone sitting a wheelchair passed me! i was like my life is not suck up okay!! yinghui, brains are for you to use in study, so make use of it wisely!

stay postive and i shall go on

2011-05-01T02:39:00.000-07:00

niceee yea?? my new phone camera apps =)) ookay i am eating snake now!! i stop reading =)) came across reading people's blog and i saw this sentence "The moment you give up, is the moment you let someone else win." so i shall not give up till the answer is out! cause i won't let exams over take me!! i can go through it! before success there must be a path which you got to go through! =)!! i will try all my best!!
baby looking for to your own "jonathan's maggiee meee!! =))) hohohoho

pic of the day..you

2011-04-30T08:01:00.000-07:00

today photos are all baby face! cause i took none nice photos, due to my cheeks were too red! i don't know why, but my whole body was hot! okay skip this, went out with baby today! bought myself F21 things=)) extremely happy!! thanks! and baby i will be waiting for my noodles!

let me lean on you.

2011-04-29T08:49:00.000-07:00

I always get so emotionally upset and affected and physically distracted whenever i encountered something bad, this is my weak point and over the years being strong is not enough, people will try lots of ways to tear that concrete wall of yours.but baby thank you for being there telling me and console me every time! though this is a fear that i fear the most throughout this years, but i still gotta face it when it come to me. but allow me for being weak till the day i know i need to be even stronger to face it. let me lean all i can before you get into those crucial 10 days=(
baby i want this kind of maggie meee and a side dish like this!! prepare for mee please!! =(( change the beef to like luncheon meat would suits me better =).. can i place order from you? and you specially made it for only mee!!?!?!?!?!?

baby i need you all along!!

2011-04-25T06:55:00.000-07:00

baby this picture for you!!!! awwww i got lots of don't bare to let you army so soon, but think back i was the one who encourage you in!! can i make any regret decision now??? =(( why sg NS law must take all guys in, can't they chose whether do they want!! must spare a thought for their gf ma!! i miss chu, i miss chu, i miss chu. baby i need you all along do you know?!?!?!?!

today was first day of school!! my class was pretty huge! somehow i guess, it shouldn't be!! as it was an extremely a big class compared to the others man!! i hope they made changes by tomorrow!! lesser people better i can learn more!! okay i am a little selfish, but who don't.

yinghui! jiayou jiayou!! do it do it!

2011-04-24T07:19:00.000-07:00

Here you go! nv knew that days really pass so fast and now here i am going to serve NS! gonna miss you so much gal! Thanks for the Sweet Letters, 3 of them gonna read them soon! Muacks!

1 Words LOVE
can be categorise
Leaving you Make me Heart Pain
Only Way is to keep ur Memories
Very Safely in my heart
Everyday think of you till i ORD! (Freeeeee)

lalalalala :D Hard Work Leh :P

thats part of me!

2011-04-21T09:52:00.000-07:00

this is something i am trying to blog today. it's gonna be a long long post. i don't need more friends that who will hurt me instead of standing by myside. i won't want to meet anyone that will comment on me before you people know me. ask you out there do you really know what is going on behind me, or any people you people want to comment on. does a people grow naturally with a ability of protecting themselves? definitely not, is because they met thing than hit them real hard isn't it? alright, frankly speaking up till now i still don't really know how to defend or even protect myself. perhaps thats me. i won't change because everyone is different.

sometimes i really HATE you, you, you people who don't believes me, don't help me during that period!! despite not helping me you guys follows that "person" to mock on me. believes all his lies, all his tales. what about me? who is the one speaking the truth? who stretch your hand or open your heart to believes me help me!. if you guy did i won't be living in fear because of that incident!! but then i choose not to hate, perhaps i was at fault too. not able to stop it. not able to voice out!but what you people did i will REMEMBER thanks for that.

and you 'cousinssss' shut the fuck up!! you mouth stinks alright!! having you as cousin or aunt and uncle was a shame to me. but what mom told me was right, i am not able to choose my family members as it was fated! but i can choose not to have and ties with you people. thank you, for speaking in that manner, it wakes me up to know that relatives ain't trustworthy. but just as cheap as others.
this world is like so realistic does wearing shorts skirts, hot pants that shows off your butt and matching with a v neck shirt that shows more than half of your boobs out named "sexy"? is this sexy or cheap? does wearing thick make ups proves that how pretty a girl is? why why no one will look out for those natural ones? is because they wears nothing, shows nothing so they are not pretty or seductive?
thank god that i got a minor group of friends which are real(not lies), and a supber boyf which dotes on me(i hope this doesn't change), and a ultra best mom which give me more than she can =) so i assume that this world still got good chaps but mostly are bad! lastly things which you guys did, i won't hate neither i will forget!
bless me that things will be alright.

2011-04-20T08:38:00.000-07:00

ohh...this room is gorgeous=))))

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